so mike/jammie/brandon/maddie/kuya bernard were here over the weekend.
we talked about what happened to kuya bernard while he was in the hospital. about all the people who came to see him. the music. his friends.
mike remembers kuya bernard actually telling him that he saw Him.
kuya bernard remembered that before he sideswiped the cars ...it felt like a micro-sleep. like he nodded off for a split second. he was turning into Mulligan. he remembers thinking to himself - why the hell did i side swipe the cars... he also thought the same after he crashed into the tree. ahhw hells no...i can't believe this is happening...now why did i just do that?
he couldn't open his door. the police asked him to come out of the durango from the front passenger door. 'are you drunk? have you been drinking? '
No, officer ...just coke and water
Kuya Bernard said that everything felt like it was happening in slow motion. talking ...moving.. explaining what happened ....sloooowwwiiinnngg doooowwwnn.
left side weakness. he doesn't remember what happened after he was sat down in the ambulance.
time & space got jumbled up for a while. he said he was in a white room with a glass window that he could see people he knew. people would talk to him and he would try to answer back - but it was very difficult. he sometimes felt like he was in a submarine with those heavy doors that he couldn't open. he thought he was on a boat. he thought he was in the southwest part of the United States. ....i told him there was a couple days he had high fevers.
he said there was one time that he was in a field... walking in a field. the left side of the field was very bright and he felt as if he wanted to walk to it. the other side of the field he felt his friends pulling him back. music. pulling him back. away from the bright light.
it's not your time. go back.
